Friday, June 27, 2008

3 days(or less)

it's now 1pm Friday here.
which means i only have today,Sat and Sun left.
later i'll go for a last minute shopping, see what i've left out.
tonight and tmrw start packing...
tmrw evening going to fren's house..
and the whole of Sunday i'm gonna spend it on cleaning the house.

okimdone at 1:05 PM

1 week

this time next week would be 3pm Tuesday 1st July.
i'll be homeeee..... =)

okimdone at 11:55 PM

10 days encounting....

WOW!!
its June 18th alrdy......
that's fast.
i remember it was just ystdy my bro left( May 3rd).
i'll be flying home on 30th June @ 2.20am,
reaching KL @ 2.15pm..
fuck, that's like 21 hours including transit.
about 12-13 hours to Taipei, 3-4 hours transit, 4-5 hours to KL
wah lao.... mad....
anyway..

10 more days...
i'm so gonna miss George..
moreover we're not going to stay together anymore.
we won't be able to do things together anymore..
like, go grocery shopping,walk home together,cook for him,
bring food for him, remind him to do things, wake him up,
ask him to sleep,to study,to eat, go throw the trash together,
go to the mailbox and lots lots more
sad sad.... =(

for the next 10 days,
im gonna hug and kiss him more =d
while i still can..

okimdone at 8:53 PM

about George's sis lying....

this(about the tomato soup) isn't the first time.
there was once..
she asked me for cotton pads, u know those to remove
makeup,nail polish etc..
no problem, i gave her 2 pieces.

THEN!
there was one night when i was about to fall asleep,
i heard her going into my washroom, open the cupboard
under my sink where i keep my cotton pads, heard a plastic-
squishy-sound, then the cupboard closed again.
how do i know it's her?
that night, their friends came over, and when she went into
my washroom, her friend was about to go in to use.
she said to him “ 没有，我要拿这个。。”
and......
there wasn't many pieces left, maybe like..20+
u might think that is not little, but i use it everyday...
and this happened about.... 3-4 weeks ago
meaning i still had more than a month left in Canada.
considering i use it everyday, it might not be enough.
i'll have to use it thriftily(tear it into half to use each time)
and i brought it from KL!

the worse part is next.
i told George abt it.
and he asked her.
U KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!?!?
" no i didnt take Pinky's cotton......"

fucked up bitch.....
i bloody well know she was lying...
so,i sneaked up to her room one day while they were out.
and indeed!!
my cotton was lying on her table!!!
wtf.......
u might think im making a fuss over a few pieces of cotton?!?
u see, it's not about the value of the object.
it's about principles!
she's fucking lying...!
and George thinks she's all that good and all,perfect lil' sis what not.

okimdone at 1:24 PM

y do u make me cry everyday......


)'=

okimdone at 9:06 PM

skeptical


hmm...
last week i went to an Indonesian friend's house.
more like George's fren, anyhow, it was his wife's bday.
so, it was a get-together to eat.
they cooked a lot......
so J, George's fren's wife, asked everyone to take some food home.
i wanted the tomato soup cos i really liked it(its like soto: which has
many ingredients including carrots,sausages,chicken,celery) and fried rice.
so i brought 2 big containers of soup and rice home.
when i reached home, put them in the fridge.
the next morning, what do u know? the "MOUSE" strikes again.
she cooked spaggeti and she freaking used my tomato soup as a sauce.
i was like WTF?!?!
half a container gone la........
u can do anything to me...
BUT WHEN U MESS WITH MY FAVORITE FOOD!! no mercy...
so, i asked George...

" eh?? how come?? who ate my tomato soup?? it's mine eh!
why did ur sis use it to eat with her spagetti??"

i alrdy knew it was her...
but i just wanted George to know...
then.......
he went and ask her. Guess what she said.

" J asked me to try it! she even wants to teach me how to cook it! "

George said J called her and said the above ^
here's the part im skeptical about....
she barely knows J. only spoke to her once or twice.

HOW IN THE WORLD DID SHE CALL AND SAID SHE WANTS TO TEACH HER HOW TO COOK??

so now...
im planning to find out from J.
but thinking of a way to ask which is casual enough yet not suspicious.
i plan to say...

"hey J! wow u reallyyyy know how to cook... in fact,really well!
i liked *some dish* u cooked that night... can u teach me how to cook it?"


is it too fake......? =/
and how am i going to get to what i wanna know,
which is did J call george's sister or not..?
i need some opinions!!

okimdone at 3:20 PM

2 more weeks

who cares abt George's sister..
not going to let her spoil my mood or anything.
just that I myself know that I'm not at fault is suffice.
I did nothing wrong,period.
spoke to mum and dad abt this ystdy.
mum said its ok, now i see through them.
and treat this as an experience.
yea... i guess

anyway...
in 2 weeks time, i'm going hommeeeee! =D
for 2 months, till Aug 27th..
got lots of stuff to do:

-learn driving
-go out with frens
-go to Bali and HK
-slumber parties
-shopping
-and more shopping.....

hehehe p=
but i'll miss georgeeeeeee *sobsob*
im still worrying if i'd be willing to enter the gates of the departure hall or not.
i might run out past the guards back to george.
i know this sounds crazy, but only ppl who have experienced this will understand.
knowing that u will not be seeing him/her for such a long time.
and yes, 2 months is LONG!

okimdone at 9:16 AM

The Fight
(Warning: don't read unless u have time)

Okay. Something major,major happened last night.
Hmm, how should i put this.
I'll start by describing my love-hate relationship between
George's younger sister; E .
I've always had a disliking towards her. why..?

1) she's messy
- after coming home, shoes are just put on the floor, not arranged on
the shoe racks properly
- after she cooks, utensils,pots, noodle wrappers are just left there.
-she leaves food on the kitchen counter for days, after taking a bite or two
I WOULD BE THE ONE WHO CLEANS UP!

2) she's inconsiderate
- as u know, she and her older sis sleep in the room upstairs.
ever since sept 07', I had to wear earplugs to sleep everynight.
reason?
they make hell of a noise. they literally STOMP around.
maybe its becos of the wooden floor, but!
u have to think of ppl downstairs! ppl are sleeping!
at least.. make your footsteps lighter!
they're basically nocturnal. most of the time they stay up late,
maybe till 4-5am.
what do they do? play loud music, talk on the phone..... its so loud,
i can even hear it from my room downstairs....
this issue, i've never made a fuss abt it.

- oh yess..... she takes a bite off/pinches my food!
it happened twice to my garlic loaf. one morning, i wanted
to cut a slice, then i discovered a bite-shaped portion
gone. i'm not sure if she bit it or pinched it off.
but the thing is... y is she doing this??
u wanna eat can, cut off properly la....... -.-
not just my garlic bread....
my pizza shells( ready made base of the pizza)...

- my carton of milk: there was once, i bought a carton of milk.
there was about a quarter left. that morning i wanted to go
get some milk. then i discovered it was empty. an empty milk
carton. then i saw a bowl, filled with milk. i was like...." what the
heck?? if u cant finish it, y pour so much out?? "
that bowl of milk was there for 2 days at least.


tell me, WOULD U BE PISSED?

then last night, she was cooking. I said to George, " hey ask ur sister
to clean up after cooking "

George to E: eh! pinky asks u to clean up after cooking!

E got pissed. she said, she hasnt even started cooking yet, y ask her to clean.
bcos i knew she'd just leave it there, me or George cleaning up after her.
according to her, she was cooking for D( older sis) and that D would clean up.
is that so....? wow clean up? that would be a miracle.
she said

" im sick of living with pinky alrdy, ask her to move out asap. if she
doesn't want to, i'll ask my papa to come talk to her. who the **** is she to
tell me to clean up. why dont ask her bro to clean up first before telling me
to. "

seriously, what did i do...?

in my opinion, i dont think i did anything wrong.
and i think.. if this didnt happen last night, we'd still move out.

okimdone at 12:58 PM

sigh...

i really feel tired....
tired of scolding...tired of bickering..
tired of this relationship..
now i realize, how childish, immature, irrational he is.
not even sure if he's taking our relationship seriously.
seems like it's a complete joke to him.
seems like.... im making a fool out of myself.
to the extend that im starting to lose it.

is this it...?
is the the end to our relationship?
as people say, there are many other fish in the sea.
juicier, fatter fish.
y stick to tuna when u can eat a salmon?

maybe it's time i take a stand for myself.
so,yeahhh..

okimdone at 9:15 PM

fucked up little bitch...!!

lately.....
george's younger sis is really getting on my nerves.
fuck... just cant stand her...
URGGGHHHHH!!
get a life bitch,seriously.

okimdone at 4:44 PM