Saturday, December 15, 2007
hm..
george's parents just arrived...
about an hour ago. so right now,they're all upstairs..
they're gonna stay for a week...MOST PROBABLY
but i dunno..
they might extend their stay.. =/
now im just bumming in my room...
as a NORMAL FRIEND will do..
im just a friend.....
and i feel a tinge of jealousy building inside of me.
maybe i want to be a part too..
i dont understand this.
y cant i be NOT just a fren, publicly.
it's like, as if we're having an affair or smth...
part of me just want to go up there,hold his hand and say..
sigh idk....wtv lar.
after all, im just a fren.
god,i miss him alrdy.

okimdone at 8:23 PM