Tuesday, July 31, 2007

phew.

he's back home now..
finally arrived last night
a sigh of relief for me.
hehhe

okimdone at 5:47 PM

i've been thinking of u..


i havent talked to him for almost 2 days alrdy..
he's most probably making his way back..
well.. hope he's doing fine..
i can't help but think of him..
hmm..

okimdone at 4:27 PM

3 days..


its alrdy been 3 days since we last saw each other..
i think im holding up quite well here..
i havent been crying..
altho i really miss him lor..
good.., 3 days down,just 30+ more to go..
and.. he's flying back to china today..
which means,less time to chat..
aieeeesss...

okimdone at 4:07 AM

2 days encounting..

here i am..
lying on george's bed...
trying to cherish every moment we have,
b4 we part: george staring into his screen,
me o2-jamming on the bed behind him..
hahahh how romantic....

just minutes ago,i made him promise to write an email to me everyday.
since he said the internet connection in china is damn slow.
sending an email wont require a speedy connection lor..
in the email,he has to tell me what did he do for the day
and every little detail.....
i remember,the first time i went back(april),i looked forward to it
very much..
but......
this time,not so..
dont get me wrong,i DO want to go back to see everyone..
its just that..
i dont wanna leave him for too long,u know..
1 month is long...longgg........

i just hope we dont drift apart due to the vast space btween us..

everytime i think of the separation,i tend to feel like crying..
but i always tell myself..
that i cant be so selfish,cant keep him all to myself.
he has to go back to see his parent,i bet he misses them
very very much..
so,yeah..
i'll try to understand...

'' dont worry..i'll see u here(Canada) again right.it's just 1 month.'' -George

sigh..

i'll be missing u..

okimdone at 1:40 AM

im such a crybaby...

just the thought of not seeing him for a month
brings me to tears..
normally,we get to see,touch,feel each other
EVERYDAY w/o fail.
but when we are apart...haihs...
omg.......
i really really am in love with:

GEORGE CHEN CHANG SHENG!

okimdone at 11:55 PM

---

last night..
we sent my mum off to the airport..
as usual......
i cried.. alot.....
on my way home from the airport,
mum called me from the airport with her cell...
she told me alot of stuff which......sigh.
made me cry so so much..
my voice was choppy when i spoke...

however.......

george was there for me..it really meant alotttttt....
he was with me the whole time..
when we reached home..
i walked into my room.
seeing my mum's stuff which used to be in the room gone..
made me burst into tears again....
practically..
i kinda cried myself to sleep.....
but im so glad he was there with me..
comforting me to sleep. =)
i dunno what would it be like without u by my side last night..

i <3 you

well....
mum's gonna reach kl soon..
im gonna call her later..

okimdone at 9:07 PM

lols..

right now...
im in george's room...
sitting right next to him....
lol!
he's kinda merajuk-ing..
why?
bcos.....
i asked him to go out tmr for a movie.
but he doesnt want to..
so im going with Eugene-a msian!!
so the conversation was sorta like this.....

Eugene™ says:
tomorrow watch movie ar?
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
wad time..
(Y) Eugene™ says:
ermm not sure
(Y) Eugene™ says:
what u think
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
who else is going
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
cos george dont wanna go
(Y) Eugene™ says:
i go with u la
(Y) Eugene™ says:
our date this time
(Y) Eugene™ says:
haha
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
yeah baby... mmm
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
/heh
(Y) Eugene™ says:
sure or not oh
(Y) Eugene™ says:
later he jealous how
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
dont care him lar
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
he's merajuk-ing now
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
rofl
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝 贝 , 我 爱 你.. says:
cos i told him i said yeah baby to u


well and i showed him this..
then i guess he got kinda mad...
*shrugs* oh well..
hahahhh

okimdone at 7:45 PM